Memories. Something that should left behind. far away.
But for that part of memories, i've tried to let it settle, but it just look settle on the surface.
Deep inside, somehow, I felt that those part is uncomplete.
Think about this, i feel my head got headache.
I don't know how to cure that. I think I need to tell someone to share my burden.
But, I have to keep my promise.
Sometimes, I do feel so light, so bright, so close to my God.
Sometimes, I can't imagine how mucky i was, I can't get over myself, Conquered by lust.
When I think about this, my chest are hurts, breathless that can't be explained.

Ah... Ya Allah. Forgive me. Let me do repent before you took my time in this world.